What'd I lose?
No, wait, I'm still here.
I must have just lost something
No, as I said, I'm still here.
That can't be it.
People always talk of losing that.
No, I lost that so long ago
I can hardly remember.
And I've come to grips with that.
No, I remember them yet.
And yet they're not what they once were.
I see through them now.
That must be it.
My dreams no longer want they were.
Nothing any longer important.
I should try to find it
Get it back and be like I was
I just don't have the ambition to go look for it