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What am I lost in now.
I always find myself lost.
Or I'm always lost and
Can't ever find myself.
Is there a difference,
I doubt it.
But then what don't I doubt
At some time or another.

No, I doubt that too.
I never let myself be happy .
I have to worry it won't last.
My worry always makes it end,
Faster, sooner.
Why do I do that?
Maybe this will be different.
I hope.

Can this possibly be it?
I hope so, it seems to be.
For once I'm not worrying,
Not too much, anyway.
I'm content to let it be,
And just be.
I hope it stays this way.
Without worry about it ending soon.